Is this day over yet?

I hate days like this when all you want to do is just sleep! And nothing else is going your way. And because of your lack of sleep, your crabby!

Thats me today! And I can't take it. I have had a headache and an upset stomach for 2 days. Its irritating me. And it doesnt help me that that the boyfriend is being kind of an a$$ because he thought I was walking away from him. He refuses to see it any other way no matter how much I try to explain to him that I was not walking away.

Maybe he is PMS'ing. (It would be great if men could do that eh?)

Otherwise. Things are super! As super as they are going to get anyway.

6 schools in our city are closed because of this Swine Flu and 2 people in our County are in the hospital and there are 3 other people in the state that have it. Its making me a little bit more worried but I'm still not going to be freaking out like I know some people are. Its commen since stuff to help prevent it. Wash Your Hands! I mean I know washing your hands wont prevent it completly but it sure will help to keep the spread down. And Im not traveling to Mexico anytime soon. So I think we will be ok! :)

BTW: Where is my phone!!! Its taking to long to come in the mail and its irking my nerves.

Depression is for loosers!

And I fall into that catagory!

I have been fighting with this since Courtney was born. Its terrible. And I hate it.

I finally have been getting help from a doctor. Which is hard for me. I never want to admit when something is "wrong". Im to "big" for that if you get the drift.

Yeah! So then my doc tells me I have more than depression which is MORE than I wanted to hear and that I should talk to a psych! WHAT! I had never thought in a million years that I would need to talk to a psych!

Im better than that! Meh! Guess not.

Im a looser! :D

But thats ok! I am dealing with this and hopefully before to long...I will be back to my old self.

Im still not so keen on the pysch thing...I'd rather keep all my dark secrets in my own closet and not pawn them off on someone else.

Just testing phone posting!